(public apology for my behavior last night) I sent this to a couple admins as well, not sure if they are active at all, so I'm posting it here.

[Korba]

I'm not sure what happened or what I even did. I was extremely drunk last night. So drunk that I literally don't remember anything. From what I can piece together using my internet history and email account...I got on the Ephinea discord... and now I can't access it so I must have been banned.

I just wanted to apologize for w/e it was that I said or did. I honestly have no clue at all of what transpired. The last thing I remember is Mercy gave me a lvl 200 sato mag, then I was waking up in my bed about an hour ago.

1st thing I did when I woke up was throw away all my alcohol because I'm pretty sure I almost died from drinking too much last night. I drank 2 liters of whiskey...yeah, not good.

Anyways, I just want to get this sorted out and have a good time playing PSO with the community. This kind of behavior is extremely out of character for me and I will not be repeating it. Once again, I'm sorry for w/e trouble I have caused and would like to make it right.

Also, I would like to return this mag to Mercy as well. I never would have accepted such a gift if I were sober.

Again, I just want to apologize for my actions and make things right. I'm sorry I behaved in whatever way that I did last night. It won't happen again.

 

[Varista]

As an alcoholic myself I can attest to the frequent times I play while shit face drunk and will say that I understand where you're coming from with this, although it doesn't excuse whatever negative behavior you exhibited.
It shows real guts and strength in yourself to make a thread like this and to apologize for whatever you did wrong. I hope that you're not only sincere when you said all this but that the staff give you a second go.

Put the liquor down, and good luck.