I mostly just miss my partner. I moved out to Massachusetts to test covid samples. He was supposed to come visit me for the first time in 3months (a 1000-mile drive) the DAY my roommate first tested positive. So I still haven't really celebrated Christmas. I could keep complaining about it, but...
Yeah, you'd be more scared if you saw all my roommates' actions that led up to them being positive. They very possibly may have killed someone. They infected someone old and immunocompromised, so only time will tell, I guess. It is frustrating to be on unpaid leave, but it's not the worst case...
It's okay, though! Just got another test done today, and I'm covid negative. So I'm trying to treat it like a mini vacation. :) (a forced unpaid vacation lol)